I'm sorry chiaki

I got back chiaki on fri from honey. She pass him to jy for a new face up. When i see him, i was happy . Cuz miss him a lot ! But the new face up looks weird. And i brought sora for her to see. Yeah. Finally the 2 brothers met ! And they are happy to see each other. Not yet take pix of sora and chiaki together.

den after work, i met my drummer . Cuz she want to go shoppin. So, brought her to my friend shop who sell gothic, punk clothes. My drummer like the clothes there. And i also wanted to get a new wig for chiaki. He only have 1 nice wig. But my friend who is owner of the shop. When she see chiaki, she was veri shocked. Cuz of the way the face up is bein done. It is not done professional. And jy didn't dare to remove too much of the eye liner thing in the eye. Cuz she worry tt it will spoil chiaki.

but cuz of the words said by my friend and some other friends at the shop. Chiaki's face is bein sanded esp at the cheeks. Cuz jy wants to sand down the baby fat on his face, and give him a different look. But i like chiaki cuz of the baby fat. He looks cute. And he looks pouty . Tt is y i adore him so much. And i took a closer look. There are signs of sandin on the face. Black patches on face, not cleaned properly, body dirty. My heart wrenched. I am cryin and huggin him while blogging. My heart ache for chiaki. Sorry . . He looks sad and happy to see me.

c : daddy . . . Dun cry. It's not ur fault.
m : sorry ....sorry ....i am not goin to let anyone touch u again..... . .*cries and hug chiaki tightly* miss u lots . . .
c : *wipes daddy tears * miss u too ...*hugs daddy and weeps*
m : i bought some new clothes for u . Try it on for u tml . .
c : sleep early . U muz be tired from workin . *pats daddy to sleep*
m : nitez. *kisses forehead and hugs chiaki and sora to sleep*
s : nite. *hugs chiaki and pats him on the back to sleep*

i am goin to clean him, redo face up , with help from an experienced close friend of mine. And i will not let anyone touch him again. Except for experienced doll owners.
and i thought by sendin him for new face up, will make him look better. But didn't expect him to look like tt. Partly is bcuz of the first face up done by mc. The inner eye part is bein painted . And accordin to another friend, jy didn't dare to remove those parts. Cuz she worry tt it will spoil chiaki. So, she juz draw on him. He still looks cute, but different. There are still room for her to improve on.

nitez . Sleepy