11 nov

Bored . . . Now at work. But i am blogging usin my hp. Can't log in to blog usin company computer.
the members for e jrock gal group have all been gathered ! Yeah! And we r meetin tis sun! I can't wait to see them. All can attend except for e lead guitarist. Cuz she is from japan. She will be migratin to sg in mid dec. And she is only 18. Tt means i am e eldest in e grp. But i dun mind. She has lots of experience, been in 3 bands, main is bassist. But we already have an experienced bassist , so we decide to take her in as guitarist. Cuz she can play guitar too. She also can play keyboard and sing. Wah seh!
it is good to start early esp for music career. Sometimes i really envy ppl whose parents are supportive of wad they do, esp for music career.
i am in mid 20s . Though i am still young, but i do feel old at times. And i only get started tis yr. Actually wanted to form and join band when i was 19. But i was still studyin , and is in ite. So decided to concentrate on studies. Partially is also bcuz of my mom. She strongly disapprove of my japanese culture fetish. My passion for japan music and fashion increased after i joined cosplay. It brought fun, live, excitement to my life. So, i decided not to let her know tt i am in a band. She will definitely go against e idea. My bro is supportive of it . he himself wanted to learn drums, but mom found it veri noisy. My sis is partially supportive, cuz she thinks tt i should be concentrating on my bankin career. But seriously, now i dun have the heart to work in my current job. I really wish to pursue music as career. So , i thought of workin in bank on weekdays. On weekends, i will go jammin and do music. Though it will be busy, but at least i will live the way i like it. In tis way, i still have money for living. I am sure tt my dad will support me. He always say, "go. Go for it. If u can do it . Why not ? U r still young . Go for it. "
i really hope to do it. Though there is little support, i myself must work hard. I will support myself.
walkin alone down the path is lonely.
if possible, and if lucky, i do hope to find a boyfriend who supports me in whatever i do.
Hmmm. I miss him. Wonder how is he doin now. Miss him a lot. Tt nite, i mesg him. 我忍不住的告诉他，我很想他。他没有回答我的简讯。好伤心。有时候，我可以感觉到他也是喜欢我。但是，他很害臊。他有点大男人主义 。而我是大女人主义。但是，我愿意 迁就他。很多时候都是我在妥协他。不知道他有没有发现到。我也不介意年龄的差距。
希望他能好好的照顾自己。