12 jan

Sigh. My wife,honey called me and told me her probs wif her ex. I comforted her. And after hearin the whole thing, i think the guy is lying to a lot of ppl. But i do not wish to spoil my friendship with sochi. left some mesg at her blog , hope tt she will reply by sms me. Hope tt she dun flame me or anything.

sigh. Think i quitting sgcafe soon. I juz wanted to know more friends who are interested in cosplay and jrock . Didn't want to get into the stupid shit things de.

think after this year, i may quit cosplay. If i continue to do cosplay, i will do solo, not joining group. Well. . . Depends on the situation den. Or mayb i should move on to other forums, like batsu or sgcosplay . At least it is better.

But i am addicted to spamming at sgcafe ler. Well den, i will chat lesser.

at first, i call honey as wife , is for fun only. Chatted with her on phone, n we are more like friends. Clarified things wif her.

i envy some pairs like cagey and reila, sochi and toya. I dun mind getting a girl friend , and hope to get 1 tis year. And i realise tt i treat honey more like a friend. I guess the main reason is , i still like guys, macho guys, handsome guys. Ha ha. So , still on the search for a gal friend. Ha ha. But i wonder who wants to be my gal friend and i be boy friend. Or i be gal friend and she be boy friend. Ha ha ha. But i not the handsome gal , i am the look cute gal, but like to wear gothic punk de. Hmmm.

not interested to look for boy friend currently. Ha ha. Want to concentrate on my band thing.now my bassist came to singapore, and she is livin in a hostel. She have no relative here, only a relative friend. And I am her friend , so i decide to spend more time with her .

today went back sp for the open house. Wore gothic punk , did not cosplay. Shino and jasper came down, so the 3 of us and jeno went around the school and took a look.

and i realised tt i still cannot forget jeno, despite the attempts to forget him. And i still like to hang around him, and listen to him talk bout his stuffs, watch him play com . Brought down the doggie that he gave me for christmas. We played around with the doggies. He also have the same doggie. His brother bought a pair for him and he gave me one. So sweet of him .*huggles* Hee hee. My doggie sleeps wif me every nite, cuz i put my plushies next to my pillow. Hee.

nitez. Gotta sleep. Tml, on sun, i will be meetin my band members, and jam for the first time. Yeah. Can't wait. Need to sleep.

nite dear dear. Hug him to sleep . . . Hee hee. Imagination runnin wild again . . . Suki desu.