Tuesday, July 29, 2008

I have a bad habit. I alwaz cry before i sleep every nite. Sometimes i made myself cry, in order to feel better. Sometimes it is the things in life makes me feel angry and sad.

not able to go for tis weekend jamming with band due to family prob. Cuz of my step mom. Step sis reminded me tt we have to take turns to go out, so as not to anger step mom .

den i realise tt, it is actually i myself can't get through my own self. 我过不了我自己这一关。有时,我设法使自己哭。哭到我睡觉为至。我会觉得好过一点。 我是否应该看心理医生?

我时常告诉我自己,我必须要勇敢,要克服心理障碍。但是我做不到。

也是因为后母,所以我不敢找男朋友。有时候我觉得我不应该被爱。有时对自己没有信心。

或许我真的要看开一点。

一定要努力下去。

有算命师说过,
我的一生要靠我自己的努力。
我必须要努力争取我要的东西。
我很羡慕那些不用努力,一生不愁吃,不愁穿的人。

但是,往好的方面去想。
学会自己努力去争取,会锻炼自己的毅力,更加会珍惜生边的事物与人。

不应该再哭了。
真的好想要一个温暖的怀抱。
nite

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