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been long time since i last posted.
went for the EOY 2 weeks ago. quite fun.
met up with lots of old and new friends. almost couldn't recognize some cosplayers cuz they are dressed so differently.i went in asagi outfit. it was not bad la. some ppl can recognize me in that . hahamet up with jamie and went there together. she look pretty in her black gothic lolita dress. but she is quite shy, when ppl request to take her photo.
after everything, i met up with neez and some other friends, and went to bugis junction for dinner.
last week, celebrated my birthday with family at home. ate cake, pizza hut, watch tv, chat. at least not bad la. in afternoon, went jamming with new band members. their skill is not bad. everyone get along quite well.
fri night, went to colleague house for housewarming and mini xmas party.haha. we sang ktv lo.
on sat, went to project breakout gig. it was quite fun, meeting up with some friends there. enjoyed some of the music, cuz the speaker is veri loud. omg la.
on sun, went to the haru workshop, which features on elegant gothic aristocrat (ega) and elegant gothic lolita (EGL) fashion. oso shared some knowledge on makeup tips and etiquettes. at least i went there, we had a small photoshoot and had afternoon tea, at Lawry prime ribs. the restuarant food is expensive. but we only paid $15 previously and was able to enjoy the dessert and drinks. the atmosphere is veri nice.. will post up the pix after i found my cable for my camera. i dunno where i put the camera usb cable..gosh. and i took so mannny pix .
tis fri is xmas gathering with poly friends, most of my good friends are from poly. from our life arts cca club. grace has come back to singapore from australia. she is taking degree course there. she is back and having her holiday now..aww.missed her.. my long time friend. knew her for 4 years already..
last week, broke up with my bf.
sigh
i could say , it's all my fault.
and he is seriously angry over everything
he tell me not to look for him anymore, it's over.
he kept repeating that.finelet him regret for what he sayanyway, if i am really such a hassle to him, i should let him go.
i am sure he can find someone againbut i dunno..
i was heartbroken..cried everynite
miss him
stillwanted to look for him again , and talk bout it seriously
hope that he will change his mind but he wouldn't de
called him twice on that nite
he rejected the call twice
tot that after he calm down, maybe we can still talk
but it looks like there is no more room for discussion
no more chance given
anyway it's over already..

life still haf to go on , no matter what