I am not fangirl, juz a friend. dun categorise me with them.dammit

Pui
Pui!
Pui!!
Yesterday went to the ‘ktv’ session with ethe` real
Pui!!!!

It is not a ktv session, but a gimmick.
It is for the filming of the band’s fangirls, friends and family members.

They were all late!
I reached at 7.20 pm, waited with the other gals
Sam came first at 8 pm ++
Den the mediacorp ppl came after him
I was like 0_o ...*gulps*
Den one of the fangirl told me it’s a filming
I was like, what the fuck la
I was cheated to go there
Not ktv session at all, cheebyeeee
I really tot tt it is a ktv session with them, their fangirls, their friends
Chao chee bye
We waited till 8.45 pm, den some of them wanted to go eat dinner
Bought sushi for dinner
Went back to the venue at 9.05 pm
I was purposely walk past the ktv room
They are still setting up the thing!!!
Bloody hell
Den, around 9.30 pm, they asked us to go in
The reason why I stayed so long, is to see what other stuffs that the backstage producers say and Ethe` real

k...saw kunio... so?
He is busy la, with his fangirls. but at least, he had the manners to thank us for goin there, when the filming ended.
Saw sam... so ?
Took 2 pix with him, cuz my sis like him, so the pix is for her de
Saw nuh ...so ?
He is the last to reach and the first to go off. He seems surprised to see me there.
I think so.. cuz i didn’t see Jun
Saw kei ...so ?
He is busy taking photos with his fan girls
Saw jun ..so?
I can’t be bothered. Not familiar with him.
But he smiled to me. I was surprised.
At first, when the guys is standing at one side of the room, I turned my head to the right. Den i saw Jun taking up his camera phone taking photos at my direction. I was like 0_o ?!??? . “is he taking my photo? Or smsing ... no. Tt dun look like he is smsing. Erm ...wait.. kunio is standing in front of me, beside him is kei.. ah la.. think he is takin their photos la. Dun think so much.”
Den, later on, when the producer is telling the guys to line up in a row. I was standing behind them, on the sofa. The producers wants us gals to stand on the sofa and hold the banner.
Thanks for the banner tt i borrowed.
It covered my face entirely for the whole shootin.
Den, when i was blanking out, lookin bored, Jun turned and looked at me. At that moment, I turn my head.
So, just right. Our eyes met.
His first reaction is to smile at me.
I was like waht the fuck la... how come u smile at me ? O _ O!!!
So, in courtesy, I just smiled back gently.
Somehow, I just dun feel right and weeirrd..really weird. Cuz the first time i saw him was at the IMM event .
Tt time, he didn’t talk much and I dunno him.
and last nite, dunno y, i dreamt of Jun. ya..only Jun.. heh.. how come i didn't dream of Kunio de ? lol


I only spoke to Kunio, Nuh and Sam for awhile.
After the filming, I shaked kunio, nuh, kei hands and say good luck for the finals. Dunno where is Jun and Sam.
Den i go off .
The host, desmond koh is humorous and funny.
Lim pei fen is quite quiet actually.
I took the lift together with them and their production team.

Next time, ppl, when there is a free thing, and is organised by media corp, just dun goooo...
Goshh..

Next month, my band is going for the pbo audition.
Dammit.. i bet kunio will be the judge. Dunno who else is the judge.
But, i don’t want them to see me and go, “Isn’t tt one of the fangirls who came down to the party world ?”
Omg la!!!!!!!
I am not fangirl!!!!!!
I hate being one!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dun categorize me with them
I am just a friend who happens to know them, that’s it.
Dammmmit

I dun want them to think I am one, and will judge my band cuz of that.
I dun want my name to affect my band’s reputation la
Dammmmit
Whatever, I am sooo gonna blast them and make their jaws drop with our band performance.
Hmmm
I am so motivated now to work even harder.

Gambateeeeeeeeee!