dammit

Ah dammit!

Our bassist mia!
Dunno wad the heck happened till the drummer explained. She blamed herself and apologised for it. Seems that the bassist left due to the drummer prob.
Arghhh whyyyyyyyyyy?
Why are we alwaz facing the bassist prob??????????/

Do u fuckin know tt I took such ages and efforts to look for bassists ????????? esp bassists!!!!!!!!
Guitarists is easy to find la
All the members in the band are searched by meeeeeeeee.
1st bassist is a gal. She left due to work commitment. (not my prob) and i met her face to face before. And I dun even know tt is her.omgggggggggggg laaaaaaaaaaaaaa
2nd bassist is a gal, from japan. She came to sg to study. Den she left due to her own prob, health and attitude prob. And I was sooooo proud at tt time, to tell ppl tt I had a female bassist, and is imported directly from Japan, somemore at tt time we are still a gal band...
3rd bassist is a guy, cuz i had a hard time lookin for female bassist. He left dunno for wad fuckin reason. He didn’t even tell us he is leavin us. Omggggggggggg laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Arghhhhhhhhhhh!!
I was even thinkin of playin bass, and get someone more pro to be vocalist. But shit la ... i can’t play bass well either.

On fri nite, my drummer (female) told me bout the prob. So i faster sms some back up bassists on my list. Arhggghghghg
One gal is having O level.
One guy did not reply, and fuck it la..anyway he is in ns
I even sms my previous guitarist in my first band ,and ask for help.
He suggested to me bout the bassist in my first band. Though is a guy.
Pm him today and he just reply me two words.
“No problem.”


Woooooooooooooh babbyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!

I was soooo fuckin happy la.finally found one la

On fri, when i was lookin for bassist. I tot of getting a gal tis time. Cuz wanted to form a gal band... i ish bit stubborn de. We still have 1 guy la..tt is our guitarist.

Anyway, out of desperation.. i know i was desperate.
My bf suggested to me bout his ex gf who is a pro bassist.
She did recordings for some bands.
so i fucking seriously dun mind her session for us.
I thickskin, and sms her.
We discussed for awhile thru sms.
In the end, she did not confirm with me whether she confirm sessioning for us or not.
So, i know she dun want to join us liao.

Ah nvm la.
Anyway now got a bassist liao.
Hope he dun mia.
Our upcoming audition is in oct leh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fuckin shit
Our first audition is just one month away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Now, i am practicing everyday la!!!!
Have been slackin like shit for past 2 weeks.
I so wannnna go for the PBO 2 in dec laaaaaaaaaaaaa

Must give kunio a good impression tt my band can make it de.
Everytime he see me, he keep askin me , how is my band doin liao.when at first, he heard tt it is a gal band, he is excited bout it, wants to see us perform. Keep askin me when are we ready to go for gigs. Everytime i tell him, not yet ready, we still practicing hard. He seems to be disappointed. Ahhhhh.. i dun wanna disappoint him nya... but now his band is in the superband. Think he kind of dun care lerh... haiz. Anyway, i registered for my band for the gig liao.

Hope tt we can make it.

Our members have been practicing hard de leh ...
The male bassist is hardworking de..i know.. but dunno y he left us.........

And to think tt, from oct 07 to april 08, i went for at least 2 vocal lessons every week at music garage, den oso met my drummer weekly for free vocal lessons who is a music student. She learnt vocals in lasalle, so she thought me lots of stuffs. So i had 2 vocal teacher at tt time. Learnt a lot and improved a lot during tt period of time.
Now to think of it, why the fuck should i be so hardworking, when some ppl joined the band and left us for their own personal reason. I am tryin so hard in the vocals and some guitar too...even went for guitar lesson. My guy friend who is a guitarist in the English metal scene, taught me at his home. He teaches ppl for lesson.
I have been tryin so hard, and so , i don’t want to let all my hardwork and efforts, time and money to be wasted ... and who the fuck else knows I have been workin so hard , for dunno wad reason. Juz bcuz i want to perform so badly....

*heart wrench*
*cries*

Ahhhhhhhhh fuck it la....
Must work hard in no matter wad.

GAMBATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!