1809

Last nite, new things happened again.
It’s nothing new. Just the normal rantings and scoldings by my stepmom.

This time it is triggered by a fan.

The weather is hot last nite. The fan in our room couldn’t turn. So, i took my bro’s fan to use. Anyway, bro is not at home.
Both fans are on. Then, step mom came in. She saw the 2 fans on and nagged that we are wasting the electricity. K. I understand that she wants to save electricity and money. So, I stood up and changed to one fan only. While doin that, she continued to nag and became scolding. Nagged that if the electricity went up, it must be due to my sis, bout sis school results, sis’s behaviour, my obsession with Japanese stuffs, our conversation about idols etc. What the fuck, my prob again arh. Hellloooooooooo.... I am not into japanese stuffs ler, not into cosplay liao (crosses finger), and treatin band jamming as hobby (crosses finger again).

Then she threaten that she will move out. And if we beg her to come back, she will die die dun come back to the house again.

After she left the room, my sis and I waved goodbye to her.

LOL

She sounded as if she is the queen and everybody have to give way to her. Omy fucking gosh god la
She does make a good leader, good negotiator and boss. But not a mother.

Why on earth did dad marry her?

My first reaction was like what the fuck la.
U fuckin hell.
I should get the fuck out of the house instead.
This morning, when I was getting ready to go work. She is still sleeping.
I faster packed some of my clothes into the big burberry travel bag and bring it to office.
I am not moving out so fast yet. Will be bringing some clothes to office everyday and slowly pack.

Sometimes my sis commented that I am very extreme in certain ways.
But hey... we have to do that in order to protect ourself.
I know i am still fuckin coward , to talk back to her. arhgh urgh urarh arugh urrrhg arghhh

Now i wonder how the fuckin heck did i manage to survive for the past 2 years.
And to that someone who is readin my blog... juz keep quiet bout it.shhhh (pretend tt it never existed before)
Anyway, this is my complain blog (for da rest of my life). Making complains like nobody business. A place where i can rant off without restrictions. And none of my family knows bout it and not all my friends know.

Anyway, out of boredom and sian-ness, i created a “idiot’s way for guide to survival at home” in the next post.
Read on and laugh your ass off if u are still stuck at work or school. lol