17 jan, 10.09 pm

yesh!
it's night time! bloggin juz before i sleep.
my bro is watching the america's idol. gosh. the guy who sang the R & B song sucks man. i can sing better den him lorh.. hahaha

finished doin the housework lorh.. yeah. now mom is back. damn. nvm. i will log off soon.

ohh. chattin with tis cute guy on msn. saw him once at aries' house during christmas party . find him quite handsome.
the most unexpecting part is , aries called me on new year eve and told me that he wanted my no, and have asked her for my no for the past 5 days. sure or not? but aries dun lie, and she is veri straight forward de. i was surprised to hear tt, and it was like 12.01 am , 1 jan 2008, when she called me to tell me.woah!
such a good news to hear at the start of the year. i was totally surprised and happy to hear tt. haha.

den, last week my mom who is veri into geomancy. she read through the year 2008 book of luck. and said tt tis year is a veri good year for me. it is a year when my love life will blossom, my cupid is shooting arrows in every direction. ermm. . are u sure? u muz b kiddin me .. so far only 1 guy goin after me nya.
the guy whom i like a lot for past 3 months still treats me as a friend. well.. nvm.. no matter wad happen, i want to stay by his side and be there for him. \^^/ but dunno he knows it or not, or mayb he is juz too shy to tell me. hhahhahaha

oh yah, tis yr , my money luck is good too , as long as i can plan it well. i muz save money . save money.
ahhhh getting my bonus!!!yeah!!
gettin my dolfie!!yeah!! alice is goin to china in early feb, and i asked her to look out for me a lolita dress tt i saw in the gothic lolita bible. yeah! tt lolita dress can be worn to office. and ppl will juz think tt it is a cute and sweet dress. they dun even know tt it is a lolita dress. u knoe.. ppl dunno bout lolita stuffs.

i wore my first lolita dress to work few times. and my colleagues were drooling over it. esp e ladies. haha

i can't wait to get my first dolfie. arghh.. my dolfie. will be dreamin of it every nite.hahhaha.

10.39 pm
dammit. mom juz came in and scolded me for doin this kind of rubbish stuffs, chattin online. wad e heck. pls la. i dun use com every day. it is ur dear son who use the com everyday and play game lor. i only log in at nite and use less than an hour.

she's havin menopause. early menopause.
i muz move out by tis year. any one got lobang ? i want to move out, want to stay near to my workin area, tanjong pagar.

can someone teach me to be brave and fight back? i dunno y , i am so scared of her. lots of times, lots of traumatised happenings tt happen to me, lots of maligned times, hittings, when i'm wrong, when i'm not even in the wrong, when she is venting her anger out on ppl, and i suay suay, become the sacrifice of the day. arghh..

she is veri into geomancy. and she calculates our luck, and she said that my lucky color is red. k.. i myself like red.so tt's fine wif me. den one early mornin, she came running out of her room, used the clothes hanger to hit me on my back! when i was woke up walkin out of the room. tt hit woke me up instantly! i was like wad e fuck. she said tt my lucky color is red, so i should use red color clothes hanger, my dad's lucky color is green, so he should use green color clothes hanger. but, i use red color clothes hanger to hang dad's clothes and put in his cupboard. oh puleasssse la!!!!
wad e fuck! u even care bout such small things!! color of the clothes hanger!! wad e fuck!
there have to be a limit in believin geomancy. how true can tis stuffs be?
she even made us paint the house in the colors! her room is yellow, with white ceiling. my sis and i share one room, our room is purple. sis's color is blue, mine is red, so blue+red= purple. wad e fish rite.. siao eh. bro's color is green, so painted it green. living room is in yellow. stupid idiot stuffs.

there are lots of stories to tell of my mom goin crazy.. correction. step mom. but she is a good step mom. at least she cares for me, bothers to pay for my education, pay for my daily expenses when i was still studying. tt is one good thing. but her temper sucks to the core!!!

kk.. dun wanna talk bout her today. dun want to spoil my mood cuz of her. it is not worth it.

things tt makes me feel happy :
- lookin thru my collections of gothic lolita bible
- chattin with my beloved him thru sms ...awwww
- thinkin bout my new dolfie. yeah!!!
- listening to nice music
- listening to asagi's nice vocal.. awwwww
- watching anime...
- drawing


gtg.. nitez.... ... ...