Damn it. I was just speakin up , defending for honey, but Somehow, toya and sochi got angry. Think is cuz in my previous post, i put their name. So they mistook me . Sigh. Tt's e reason why last time, i never want to put ppl's name. To avoid complications.

anyway like sochi said in her blog, the show's over. K. Let it end here. Dun wan to talk bout it anymore , cuz it will be endless . Anyway i am the forgive and forget type. And i do hope tt sochi did explain to toya tt i am not accusing toya of lying. I can't be bothered to explain already. Cuz too lazy, and dun wan to explain more. The more i explain, the more confusing it may get. Wanted to tell her i did not accuse her of lying, but it will be better tt i dun do anything.

thought of quittin sgcafe. But decided not to. Suddenly i realised, as a 25 yr old lady, i should stop meddling with teenagers prob and stuffs anymore. Let them solve their own prob, it's them for them to learn to be independent. But, i am the motherly and sisterly type of gal, so i tend to help my friends a lot. Hmmm. Must keep it to a limit.

i'll stick to my band practice, cosplay group.

wanted to have a grp of close cosplay friends, but now can't be bothered ler. Cuz workin on weekdays. Weekend, busy with band practice and do housework at home . All thx to beloved mom. No . . Is Step mom. Been so irritatin lately. Damn it.

yesterday jammed with my members for the first time. Yeah! Feels great. Everyone is quite good. Except for me. Cuz my voice keep couldn't come out fully, and the mic was quite soft. So i changed over to another mic. I keep tryin to push and project my voice out, and keep tryin to sing high. It was till the 2nd hour tt i sounded better. The bassist and drummer is quite good which is in my expectation . Bassist is experienced and have played for past 3 yrs. Drummer is learnin music. Cool. The amazing part is guitarist learns quite fast, cuz she juz started learnin last year. And tis is her first band.She is familiar with the easy song ,but not familiar with the harder song. drummer also cannot handle e harder song, cuz she say it is a challenging song for drumming. But it is easier for me, as vocal. Cuz dun have to sing higher , as compared to the easier song. Damn. Nevermind. I must improve myself too.

while we were jamming the first song, there were few guys who walked past the studio, and they looked thru the door , where there is a glass panel. They looked at us and i was a bit nervous. And happy. Ha ha. I guess they are surprised to see us gals jammin. Yeah . My band is a all gal band. So tt makes us different. And i am glad tt i am lucky to find such good members. I found the guitarist and bassist through forums . They are nice, easy to get along, drummer is funny and talkative, bassist is pretty and humourous, guitarist is sweet and friendly. As for me, i am chatty and friendly. Ha ha. Wad e heck. Talkin bout my members makes me feel better as compared to friends known at sgcafe. Argh. U knoe. . . Forums, flaming, all kinds of ppl, bull shit things.

we jammin again tis fri. And leader wants to jam L'arc en ciel song, new world. Yeah. Tt is one of my fav songs. I know i can hit hyde vocal range, all i need is practice and memorise lyrics. But difficult to sing at home esp when mom and sis is at home. They will nag a hell lot of stuffs at me when i sing, esp japanese songs. Tt's y i never practice vocal when someone's at home. I only practice my guitar. I actually practice singing when i walked home after work, when i am at the dark alley ways, the route from mrt to home. Ha ha. Guess not much vocalist practice this way.

oh ya. After jammin , i sang dozing green by dir en grey. When the other members are at toilet, cuz dun wan to spoil their ear drums. To my surprise,I actually could sing tt song in high pitch ! Gosh. Tt was shiok arh.

can't wait for next jammin. Yeah.