help me please ...P.L.E.A.S.E .....H.E.L.P

been long time since i blog.

desperately lookin for a new job. luckily, i received an email from a online company tt i have been short listed for interview. wonder where they get my contacts. think is through some random job survey bah.. hhahaha. the advantage of doin job survey and leavin my email. just in time, when i want to change job. will be goin for the interview next tues.. all thx to my 2 colleagues. one took leave tml afternoon (when i can take leave and go for my interview!! the other took leave on next mon !!argh!!)

my job now sucks, though the workin environment is good. but i made a big mistake and it involve SGD 51 million!! but after calculating , the loss is bout SGD 6000. heng arhhh... but still... den my boss talked to me. and he is right. he personally thinks that this job does not suit me. well..he is reallly right. i myself also have thoughts of changing job.

but i have to look for a office job, cuz of the money. i have to support 3 ppl in my house. mom's the biggest creditor, 500 to her every month (cries....), sis the loan taker, 100 to her every month for daily expenses, (cries even more...), bro the random loan taker, takes at least 50 from me for every few weeks (as he is not workin now...) . at tis kind of rate, it is difficult for me to save up lots of money. even though i dun take dinner anymore. at times, i really cannot tahan, and will eat dinner. i tried to eat veri cheap stuffs, like fried mee hoon, kuehs, bread for breakfast, and dinner. but i haf to eat something for lunch, so as to support me for the rest of the day. cannot let my family members know that i am broke and not enough money.... and i walked home after work, almost everyday , to save up every single cents for transport. but at times, i cannot tahan, so i take bus directly home.

luckily, my vocal lesson is already over. so i dun have to pay for school fee ler. but i not yet pay phone bill.. bill is 130 ...cuz been surfin net on phone again...argh.. cannot resist temptation of surfin net lar.

been tryin to stop myself from goin to the dolfie section at sgcafe, cuz i will be tempted to buy more dolfie stuffs. and i did it successfully. now , when i look at dollfie stuffs, i will think of the money balance first, den tell myself not to buy anymore stuffs. i even stopped buying gothic punk clothes ler, and comics, and cosplay stuffs, and my fav jrock stuffs.. and my hangry and angry stuffs. (heard tt blood romance mayb importing hangry and angry plushies... omg!! i want tt!!!)
no...cannot spend... waiit.... tt will be months later. so i can start savin up for tt now. mwahhahahahaha.

*Muz wait for me wooooor...my hangry and angry plushie.. you'll be mine sooner or later....**

and dammnit, i juz ordered my Yosd last week..cuz couldn't resist temptation , when i was at alice shop. been thinkin of gettin a yosd for past 2 months ler.... she is on her way liaoooo. mwahahhaha. but for her, i can pay by installments. so , it is within my budget. mwahahahaha

chiaki is gettin a sis soooon.. and is sellin sora away...

Who wants to buy sora?
who wants a luke version 2 , doll of idol dollfie?
70 cm tall
but can wear AA clothes.
he can wear chiaki's clothes , which fits juz nicely.
sellin for 1000sgd.
with a pair of blue eyes, face up (done by me), red wig)
installments payments accepted.
eg. june - 200. july - 300, aug - 300. sept - 200. eg
dollfie will be passed to the new owner after full payment is made.
so, the faster u pay the full amount, the faster u will get ur beloved dollfie.
he is waiting for euuuu...

*looks around, and cries buckets of water**water can be reused for bathing...***wtf?!?**

warning :

if you want to get a dollfie,
do get it with careful and detailed planning of budget.