21 jan

Think i will need to cancel the doll order. Cuz i am afraid tt i may not have enough money to pay when the 10 orders are capped . If need to pay after 20 feb, den it will be k for me. Not yet receive my bonus. If we receive bonus in end of jan,den will have money to pay. Cuz i have to take in consideration of the daily expenses.

argh. I want my dolfie. Looks like i have to cancel clothes order with alice. And may consider get e doll from her. Cuz can pay her at later date. Den cancel order from the order batch. Warnin to ppl who wants to buy dolfie. Need to plan ur budget veri carefully.

i'm afraid tt if i pay for doll, den when family ask me for money. I do not have enough cash to handle misc home expenses. Dun wan them to get suspicious of my spendin and doll.

i ordered e doll on impulse without much planning. Cuz i thought tt i will get my bonus in jan. But i think is in feb. Any way , once i get bonus, i muz get 1 doll. Think will buy from alice, cuz can collect at my convenience.if the bonus amount remains the same like last yr, den my Budget will be 500.

though i may have to cancel, but getting the doll is sooner or later for me. Juz tt i have to wait patiently. Honey suggested tt tiara doll will be our 3rd daughter. Hmmm. Sounds not bad. And i will be takin good care of it.

yesterday went to meet up with kia kia, domoku,for the bishie boy love photoshoot discussion in feb. Ooh. I can't
wait. Tis is my first such photoshoot. Hope tt i can make it tt day. No last min stuffs from home pls. No jammin with band . If is on sat, den it will be k. Need to check calendar.

didn't expect kia kia to be shorter den me. I thought she is same height as me, or taller den me. She is quite cute, and i like her hair. Cool. And she style it veri nice, not veri messy. It is stylo and yet neat. Domoku is cute too. She is quiet most of time . But she is friendly too. She is really quite bishie . And she is suitable for crossdressin as guys , as the cute bishounen guys. I looked at her carefully, and realised tt she looks esp cute when she smiles. It is juz tt the black specs tt she wore, makes her look nerdy. And she is studyin in raffles junior college! Oh my gosh ! So clever! Oh yeah. Domoku will be my partner for the photoshoot.

kia kia suggested tt i should be seme instead of uke. Cuz i am outgoing and talks more, but domoku is quiet. K. I dun mind tt . Hee. And it will be fun. Ha ha. I have more stupid ideas now.

also met rina. Cuz kia kia bought some cosplay stuffs from her. And we walked around at plaza singapura. Rina is funny and it seem tt she is giving a cosplay workshop , by the way tt she talks.she keeps tellin us what to take note of in cosplay, things to look out for, tips for make up etc. She has slim down a lot. Great efforts. Some more she is tall, about 174. So after she slim down, she will have the tall and slim figure . So jealous. I dun have the height.

today is sun ler. Stayin at home to do housework, pack stuffs, move some stuffs to my bro room,cuz we need to change rooms, if got time, muz practice guitar . If mom is not in, i will practice vocal loudly . If she is in, i can only memorise lyrics and sing softly. Sigh. Juz woke up , and i am blogging with hp. So i have not check to see whether she is at home or not.

another day to go . Sigh. I want my dolfie . . . . Cries