WAR AT HOME

last nite finally my sis showed her result to my mom. actually she has already received her results earlier on. but she only showed mom last nite.

2 days ago, during dinner, mom asked me bout sis result. actually i knoe my sis result already. but i cannot tell lies to mom as she cannot tolerate ppl lying to her. so i told her e truth instead. she was angry but, i think coze i told her truthlly, tt's y last nite she only scold me, she did not beat me.

she was angry wif me for covering up for my sis. she scolded me tt i was useless as i did not lead my sister properly. i should be leadin my sis, not my sis leading me. coze i actually signed on their behalf on e report book. which i should not haf done. she said tt partially it was my fault.

den she scolded sis for her poor results, though she did improve better than last yr results. my mom cannot tolerate failure. she expect us to pass all subjects, but we dun haf to get all A.

she scolded sis and beat her wif e shoe wearer. scolded her for bad results, only knoe how to play, dunno how to manage her time for playing and studyin, being a spendthrift, bad attitude, bad behavior, e way she talk, e way she behave, only knoe how to talk rubbish.

partially i was sad tt i harmed sis. but hey, if i dun tell mom, when mom knoes e truth, it will be even worse. she dun like ppl lying to her. it will only lead to serious consequences. i wouldn't want tt to happen.

partially i was happy tt she was reprimanded for her bad attitude and for talkin back to me. kk... so bad.

anywae, now she cannot go out and haf to be home straight after school. haf to report to mom everydae after she reach home. her hp was confiscated. i told sis to look on bright side , at least mom are unable to get her thru hp.

den for me. mom told me tt i was lucky coze she did not want to touch me. she only scolded me. she told me tt if such thing happen again. they will not go out of e house. instead i will leave e house. when i heard tt, i was thinkin , are you serious bout it?
wouldn't she regret it ?

i bet she will. den i was thinking tt izzit a good thing or a bad thing?
den last nite , on e bed, i was even thinking , bout which stuffs to bring along wif me when i move away.

she told me tt when there is time to play, play. but when time to be serious, i should be serious. i should be more stern with them. not lettin them to bully me. she said tt she dun like my craziness and sillyness. well... fine den.

den i tell my sis and bro to cooperate.

coze of my sis and bro last time,i often kena scoldin from mom. i got scared already and had enuff of her lectures. tt's y everytime they wanted to do something, i said no to everything. cannot do this, cannot do that. both of them alwaz say, it's k. oh pls, dun tell me, they want another 'war' to start again meh. tt's y i prefer to haf peace.

i juz hope tt everything will go smooth and fine till e day i leave ........

back in again

finally can view my post liao. all thanx to e pet stuff on my blog. no wonder cannot view e blogs for e past 1 month. so bek chek!!!

i shuld be studyin for my CA next wk. but i am still surfin net instead.

few daes ago, den i discover tt e Jas in my class, she really dao loh. talk to her , she no reaction one. so rude, and no manners. not tt i bitchin bout her. at least she didn't talk back to me ...

for me is , bo bian, since both of us are kinda of being outcast by e others. so we stay together only during lesson time loh.

e cosfest on last sun was interestin and funny. e pics are posted at my friendster.

i think i gtg study liao. got 6 chapters to study leh... sian. later i go find hc, den go KTV WIF MOM , SIS AND AUNT!!! yeah!!!! X D

long time no sing ktv liao. go and destress first.

den dunno which stupid fella at home , go and surf porn site, nvr clear history, den last nite my mom saw e site. and she questioned me. i wouldn't go and see tis type of stuff loh!! yucks.

i think it is either my sis and her frend surf for fun, or my bro whu surf . kao lah they all!!! mom ask me to check.. siao eh. lately coze of them, i kena my mom scold. for eg, my bro and his friends after their basketball competition, they won e game. den they went to my aunt stall to eat prawn noodle. den those guys haf no money to eat, my bro tried to b generous and wanted to treat them. in e end, kena scold from mom. den later on, mom scold me, tt i did not discipline my bro properly , esp e ite have not inform bro about his registration successful or not.she even ask me to check.

a lot of fuckin things lah... piece of shit. being e eldest is not easy loh... dammit asshole.

den everytime i scold , reprimand, talk big principals to bro and sis, they simply heck care, or talk back to me. i m sick of talkin to them liao.. tt's y nw i dun want to talk much to them esp bout discipling them. pls loh... no matter how much e family does, e most impt thing is e person they themselves, whether they have e heart to upgrade, improve themself on study, attitude, behaviour. it is all up to themselves....

kk
gtg