Sunday, April 26, 2009

27 april

Just watched vidoll pv, the song is cryptic Tokyo.
Ooh..jui is cuute ^^ . he is da vocalist.
Lately i am listening to vidoll’s songs.
It sounds melodic and yet heavy. Some of the songs is quite catchy eg. Blue star, cryptic Tokyo (like the chorus!)

Previously was listening to 12012 songs..my fav song is Lovers!
Argh! I like that song.. it makes me feel very emo and sing along wif emotions.
Omg..lol XD

Rite now, i am working.. ya. Blogging while working.
Bleh.. i am not supposed to do that. But hey, as long as i complete the work given, it is still fine.

Hmmm... i miss that cute guy.
Lololol
Wad the hell
Ah.. nvm . i get over things quite fast.
I keep telling my self that he just treats me as a friend
It will be alright. And i hope that we can still stay as good friends. I dun waana lose him as a friend... waills..

Last weekend went cycling wif Jamie, shiroro, ozora, kagami and naoya.
It was tiring but fun la!
We went tto the arcade, and played DDR. Naoya and Jamie played together.
Naoya is damn pro la... both of them got tired out before we cycle la.
Den we cycle from east coast till changi beach.
I fell down once cuz i bumped into jamie’s bicycle. She was going quite slowly , while i was going quite fast.
I fell down and my left leg slamped onto the floor and my left hand instantly slamp on the floor , to stop my self from rolling further down the road.
In the end, i got a bit abrasion on my left hand and left leg.
But it is better now.
Den we cycled back from change beach , back to east coast, had dinner.
Den go to play DDR again la.
Naoya and Jamie just wants to keep playing the game la..i was very tired liao. Only played one game wif them.

Too bad that everyone went a different way wif me. Haiz.
They all had to go mrt together. While i took a straight bus home alone, different direction from them.
Felt a bit lonely and sian....

Yesterday stayed at home, sewing cosplay costume while watching hitman reborn anime.
Shiok ah... watched ep 5 to ep 17 only..
Took a break in between , buy dinner, took a bath, sewed costume.
Yeah hoooooo...sewed the design for the DOA bikini shoot.

Yawn...today will be another busy day..
Lunch time!

chiong ah chiong ah chiong

Been weeks since i last blogged.

Last week chiong the ‘air gear’ anime. Damn shiok!
A friend gave me a link. I download the player from that site, and den dl the anime shows, den even after i got offline, i can still watch the anime. Yesh!!
Great!
Chiong the anime within 4 days. Feeeels great.
Den now dling hitman reborn anime . dling the show while doin work.. lol.

Been busy for these few days at work.
Cuz the accounts woman is quitting next month, and boss is asking us for some reports. So we are rushing as many things as we can.
Been working till 8 pm...omg la
And my pay is cut by $200. Omfg!!
Boss wants to cut some of our pay due to the economic recession. At least i still haf my job la..
I need da money, to give mom, to give sis, for her school fee, and for me to buy food to eat
Been starving for past few weeks la...gosh

Someone confessed to me last week and i pushed him away
I told him over the sms,
Do not waste your time on me. You will find someone better than me.

Dunno why,, lately i have been pushing many guys away
Trying to isolate myself from all the love things
Not much interest nowadays to look for a bf
And tt stupid fella keeps telling me , to go look for a bf, and plan to get married, and he wants to come to my wedding. And he planned for me nicely for my wedding and kids plan..wad the hell
Stupid fella....don’t u get it.... *smack his tummy*

Ah anyway.... I have thought about it through.. we shall be good friends forever
We both know we treat each other as good friends
Hey! Why not?!!
It is better to stay as friends, den to progress to become couple
And we can talk lots of rubbish stuffs. We wouldn’t feel weird wif each other either..
But sometimes, i wonder, wad will happen if he really confess to me ?
Erm...push him away , like wad i do to other guys?
Hmm... i dunno leh..omg la...*kicks wall*
Sometimes i feel like hugging him & pouting, just like any normal gals will do to their bf la.. ahhhhhhhhhh wtf..

Relaaaaaax...Everything will be fine

If he finds a girlfriend whom he like, i’ll wish him luck and happy for him, from the bottom of my heart...
^^
God bless him.

Oh yeah. I haf become a Christian liao!
All thx to my step mom
I was unwilling to become Christian at first place
I am trying to accept Christ in my heart..
Hmmm

Lately didn’t spend much time on doing cosplay costume
Been spending time on guitar practice and vocal practice and watching anime
Gosh
Need to buck up
The next shoot is in june. The dead or alive extreme beach shoot.
Bikini shoot!!
First time having such shoot la..wahhahaa
Excited and nervous lo
Never had sexy bikini shoot
Though i dun haf big breasts, but i am sure i can pull off the cosplay quite well..yeah!
I am doing as ayane , purple hair
Getting the wig from my friend next month
Yesh!

Yah..and tt friend is in my Devil may cry photoshoot..
Saw her at the kurobara event
She is pretty la!!! She did the sherine (did i spell correctly ?) cosplay from macros frontier anime
I didn’t watch tt anime, so i dunno the character
And she is going to cosplay as Nero from DMC ..wooh.
Can’t wait to see her and the rest for the dmc shoot..
So excited tis year

I also joined the clamp photoshoot which will be few months later
I haf been thinking of cosplaying as ashura from rg veda
This is gonna be tough!
Cuz ashura is very pretty. And no body did that cosplay before in sg. So i haf less references. But there is westerner cosplay who did that cosplay before, and they rocks ! cool !!
And i figured out how to do the costume liao..
It is actually quite easy to sew it
Just that it will be a long dress instead
And the long pointed ears
First time doing pointed ears cosplay
I am goinna make it!
Whooooooooooo wheeeeeeeeeee

chionging katekyou hitman reborn anime today. shiok ah!
still dling more episodes.. ^^ heeee ^^

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

few weeks ago....

Boss is in Malaysia, touring with his family members. He’s not in office.
It’s more relaxing in the office.lol
But the Filipina colleague is still making ppl feel tense, cuz of her actions . she will suddenly slam things, den walk away or sit down on her desk. Kns
Weird woman
Yesterday, she stood up and walked few steps, den she said loudly, “it’s so quiet. Hmm.”
Den she slam her hand on my colleague’s table.
I thought she knocked into it.
I turn back and asked my colleague after the Filipina woman walked to the toilet.
His face is blur and does not know wad happen.
Stupid woman...

Anyway.. aiiki went to gentings for few days and will be back on Wednesday. Sian ah.. nobody to conference call at nite.
Boring..
Den my step sister is goin to gentings wif her godmother and her nanny side relatives, as she is quite close to them. I am not that close to them. Cuz they took care of my sister when she was young.
She is going on Wednesday early morning, will be back on sat nite.
So, i haf few peaceful days..lol. lucky, aiki is comin back on wed. So i can’t conference talk every nite, without anyone disturbing me.
However, my step mom will be at home..
Gosh..talkin bout her makes me feel so stressed

Last week, she asked me to go church with her. My first reaction is to say no, and said, “can i dun go?”
Well... at least she didn’t force me to go church with her , but she is forcing people to accept Christian.
She is turning towards Christianity now, and not Buddhism anymore. She has awoken from the Buddhist religious life, and realise that it does not help her at all. She find tt God can lead her, can guide her. Whatever la... she like it, she can go for it. But i dun want. I used to be in catholic school, though my family is Buddhist. But i dun mind, and i convert to catholic in sec school. But i didn’t go church for years! Anyway..i think it is best to stay as freethinker. Hahah

Den last sun, my step mom ask me, ‘’do u know why i want u to accept Christian, and listen to these preachings?” (she was playing one of those Christian teachings/preachings cd)
Den she continued, “ cuz i want YOU to pray to GOD and pray for a good MARRIAGE. Dun be like me.”

Den my expression was like 0_o
Oh really?!? Marriage ? u want me to get married?
Woah.. tt is a big change in her.
Last time, she used to say.
“There is no need to get married. I will not force you to get married. Being in a marriage is not easy. You have to take care of the family, your husband and your kids. Sometimes kids are very troublesome and hard to teach and discipline. As for your husband, he may get a outside affair. Wad for getting married? It’s k if you dun get married, as long as you can support yourself, and having your own career. That will do. Men are not anything worth it.”

And now, she wants me to get married, haf a good husband. Wah... wth is going on in her mind.
As for me, i am not really getting married. Cuz i have not find the right one.
Takes time bah .... and i enjoy life of being single ..hahaha

Last last fri, 6 march, had a solo photoshoot. One of my friend, wenjin sent me his pix, the pix was not photoshopped. Both of us do not know how to photoshop. So, the pix tt i posted on the forum was raw pix! Lol
A lot of ppl viewed it and gave comments.
My make up was not strong enough, not thick enough. The weather was shoo hot la, i kept sweating , and thus washed away my makeup. And i didn’t retouch.
At least i learnt something from this photoshoot. I haf to keep retouching up, otherwise i’ll look so plain..argggh!

Jamie is the first time goin for photoshoot. So she didn’t really know how to take pix, so it’s all rite. and Darren came too.. he has a DSLR camera! And he is quite pro too. He posted one of the pix , he photoshopped it, and it looks emo indeed..lol
I liked tt pix. There are other several pix tt i like too.. ^^
Still waiting for more of his pix... hahah..can’t wait. It’s been a year since i last had a photoshoot. The last photoshoot tt i had was like in year 2007. I had few photoshoots, but was taken wif friends. Only one time was being held in a photo studio..woah..tt was fun and great experience. Most of the time was held outdoors.

I am tempted to organise a monthly shoots, wearing my old costumes. Cuz last fri of the month, my company let us off work early at 4.30 pm. So i thought of goin for photoshoot, in the late afternoon, evening. As the sun is not so glaring, so i wouldn’t be sweating much..lol.
i listed out my costumes and realised tt i haf so many costumes .. haha. And i am tempted to sew more cosplay costumes..wahahaha. can’t wait to get a sewing machine, so i can sew faster!
Being boliao..bored.. office connection is down, can’t surf the net, so i listed down my costumes while waiting for connection to come back..

1. Kuuhaku Shiba – firework master(bleach anime – first hand sewn costume. For SOY 2009 and various small cosplay events in 2007, 2008)
2. Izumi sawatari/ Anna Kuraichi – maid costume (2nd hand sewn costume. He is My master anime. For cosfest 2007)
3. Megumi Yuasa - guitarist (Blaue rosen manga. Ordered from tailor. Joined a cosplay group. For cosfest 2008)
4. Ruki from The Gazette (Jrock cosplay. Own black pants, painted red words on a white top. Lol. Very easy to do. Biggest sacrifice is to cut my hair damn short like Ruki la. But i lurv it! ^^)
5. Aoi, from The Gazette (Jrock cosplay. Own black pants tt i worn for ruki cosplay too..lol.. bought a similar white top. Painted the buttons black. Sewed black arm warmer and bough black chiffon as a wrapover skirt. Cut my hair short again! But i cut aoi’s hairstyle in cassis pv.lol)
6. Asagi, from D(Jrock cosplay. Own black pants tt i worn for ruki cosplay too.lol. bought a white coat from friend, and cut and sew to my size. I left my hair long for this cosplay. Sewed a big black satin tie.)
7. Tenma Ai, Jigoku Shoujo. (bought it from Haru. But i nvr officially wore it to cosplay event. Cuz i dun have the proper wig and red lense.)
8. Lady, from Devil may cry 4 game. (my friend is doin the weapon for me..was lucky to walk past G2000 brand sale, and bought a similar white top. Yeah. Got a white shorts from This Fashion.lol. sewed the brown mini vest, by cutting my own brown coat. Re-used the buckles from Aoi cosplay, for Lady’s buckles on her legs. Sewed brown cloth over my own black waist pouch, and sewed a second black waist pouch. Took me 2 weeks to complete. Took me the longest time to prepare.. most expensive item is the boots, cost me SGD$130. but i like it . a lot of ppl like my boots whenever i wore it out..hee.. used my own hair for the cosplay. great ^^)
9. Toshiya, from Dir en grey (jrock cosplay. Bought it from a cosplayer staying in macau. Fell in love wif the costume the moment i saw it. Couldn’t resist the temptation to buy it..lol)



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