chiaki new face up

his new face up

it was minichaos bday on wed.

"Happy birthday to you and to myself."


yaoi pix of chiaki and rukai (minichao's dolfie)

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last sat, went to music garage. as there is an event goin on , the Jae connection.
but they were havin a competition at bishan, junction 8 and i couldn't go.
so, i went to music garage first, but there is some live gig by the local malay bands.

i went to the karaoke room , and saw 2 other gals who are on their laptop. so i took the guitar at the side, and practice my guitar skills.
den, played ps game in the game room. later on, the other ppl came back. went for dinner wif them.

i was angry at sam. cuz he called and told me tt he already went to the gig at DXO, and is goin dinner with aries and the others. and his hp has some prob, he couldn't mesg ppl. i was angry cuz i was waitin for his call for the whole day. told him before hand tt i am free, and can tell me where and wad time to meet. but he is juz busy with his own stuffs. awww.. ...argggh.

den i mesg aries and ask her where she is, she never reply me. kaoooo... so, last min , i decided to go MOS. mesged the both of them and stated tt whoever is free, can join me . had few drinks at MOS alone. sian.
den sam called me, cuz he is at clarke quay too.he came over and look for me, juz when i was bout to leave for home. damnnn... anyway, we met up for awhile and chatted.and i was sooo happy tt he came to look for me. wanted to go his house, and learn guitar from him, cuz he is a guitar teacher. and we have nothin to do , bored... but my sis mesged and hurried me home. arghh.sian... better get home b4 mom kbkp.

last week, we met up and went for lunch at a japanese restaurant. ate, slacked, chatted for bout 2 hours.. ahhahaha.he is cute, humourous, naughty boy.. so different from my previous bfs. damnn.. and i like it. bwahaha . den we shopped around, and played pool. den met aries, yuxing and ID, den help aries to shop for new clothes.

missing him now

18 feb

18 February 2008, 2.46 pm

went to matashiki’s birthday chalet over the weekend. Had fun!
On sat, went to the bishie club photoshoot. It is damn fun lorh. But too bad, domoku couldn’t make it in the end. Cuz one of her grand parent passed away, and they live in Malaysia. So, domoku and her family had to go Malaysia on thur. sian!!! Argh!!! I missed her! awwwww…and I couldn’t take photos with her on sat. so I called areal along, to be my partner. Areal is my poly friend whom I have known for few years. So, we were feeling quite okay when taking close intimate shots.

Too bad a lot of other gals couldn’t make it. Eg. Bloody August, Zeph, sochii, etc. sian. But I got to know other gals, and knew new friends. Yeah! Monkeu really looks boy boy! Esp wif her make up, bleached hair and dressed up.

Kia kia’s red kimono is striking. And she looks damn bishie.. esp when she reveals her shoulder. Wooahhh…drool. Her hairstyle suits her a lot too. And she took the most pictures. The photographers took lots of her pix, cuz her kimono is really nice. and it suits kia kia a lot.

Misha looks bishie, and she reminds me of alex from Gethsemane. Bcuz of her hair, thick lips, and features. But she looks more cute. She is dressed in normal punk clothes. She is also in the blaue rozen cosfest group. And she is cosplaying as Okita Ai who is the drummer. Ooohh.. I am cosplaying as Megumi Yuasa, the long black hair guitarist. So far, only met her and sochi who is in the blaue rozen group. Can’t wait to meet the other members. And I want to see who is cosplaying as Mizuki (the lead female character). Misha is damn funny, she and monkeu keeps entertaining the rest of us. I kept laughing at them and played along.

Oso saw some other familiar faces, like Alucard, tsuyin, minichaos etc. everyone had fun, and took lots of pix. But, I looked sucky in some pix. Cuz tilt head in wrong angle, closed the eyes, blah blah…

minichaos, monkeu and me brought our dolfies along. and took pix of our dolfies too. yeah hey.. soo cute .

Areal had to went off first, and I stayed on. Den, we went dinner and I had to go. Cuz I am goin to matashiki’s birthday chalet at pasir ris.

Aries, Amelia, totchi, mata’s 2 friends who is also celebrating bdae on tt day, and some other friends were there already. Sam was there too!!! Gosh! I was surprised and happy to see him.

Ate bbq food, slacked around, joked and chatted, watched them play Wii, den I joined in too. It was fun! We played “raving rabbits” which is sooo addictive and fun! We played till 12 am plus. we drunk beer, vodka shot (cuz no tequila, replaced tequila with vodka). sam and i drank the most. Den, aries, sam and I chatted till 5 am plus. Aries was tired, so she slept first. So, sam and I chatted till 7 am plus. we were like flirting around, but most of them , we chatted about music, guitar stuffs, movie, hobbies etc. and we both dozed off. Cuz we are too tired.

Den, on sun, slept for 3 hours. Den went jamming with my band. Sam and aries came along cuz I invited them. And it has been a long time since aries went to watch jamming session.

I screwed up the first song which was “yume miroshuo jojya irarenai”. Cuz I was veri tired, did not haf enough sleep, lack of water. During the last attempt to jam the song, I actually stopped, tried to sing, but couldn’t, cuz my body was tired, couldn’t sing high voice, den, my tears came. I was angry at myself. I turned my back towards the others, facing towards my guitarist, and wept. I wiped away the tears with back of my hand, and calmed myself down and continued. So, I missed singing one big part of the song. Though I was facing my guitarist, but she was busy playing, so she didn’t see my crying.
Den, I felt better. And we jammed “Season’s Call” and “New World”. I sounded better in that.

5 pm

my drummer actually knew sam as friends. i was surprised. all of them get along quite well, to my surprise.

Den, aries and I were playing around, mimicking the chipmunks voice. Singing random songs, English songs, metal style songs. Cuz aries (vocalist) and sam (guitarist) are in the same band, and they are playing English metal and rock songs.

I knew aries for 2 years plus, but this is the first time that I hear her sing. She sounds good. Better than me. I must work hard too! Den, she sang her own composed song. But she could only sing the verse, than she couldn’t continue. So I continued, listened to the tempo, composed and sang the chorus part on the spot. After the chorus part, sam played a veri nice guitar solo on the electric guitar which is in the studio. den aries came in and I sing the starting part again. Woah! It feels good. Aries was surprised tt I could compose. Christina was shocked and praised me. Hhahaha….

While on the way to the jamming studio, aries, sam and I was mimicking the chipmunks voice and was singing. We were laughing away and high. In the studio, we continued doing that. My drummer is very hyper and she joined in, singing and shouting randomly, and it was damn funny. Everyone was laughing away. This is the craziest and most fun jamming session that I ever had. At least I relaxed a lot, as compared to being at home. My guitarist is quiet by nature, so she sat down on the floor, practiced on the guitar alone. And we kept trying to talk to her, entertain her. and so, I composed and sang a song for her on the spot. Hey.. it sounds good too. It goes like this:
My beautiful guitarist
You’re so cute
Your beautiful long black hair
You never tie it up, and let it down
It suits you a lot
I know that you have been practicing hard
Despite that you are studying
But don’t worry
We’ll be here for you
Just try your best in whatever you do
You will make it

But, I was singing in Chinese. Haha…it feels good just by listening to some strumming of guitar or keyboard, and then compose songs on the spot. Cool.. …

They are all talented in their own field of area. And I am impressed by it.

Den, we went for dinner at marina square shopping centre. Den, Guitarist had to rush home to study for test. Drummer had to rush off to her grandma house to visit her. sian.. so aries, sam and I went to arcade.

Thx to my sis. So I had to go home, and buy food for them.

At least I had fun. Haha.

4.59 am

Woke up from listenin to songs. Cuz i on my music till i sleep. Den woke up, listen to songs. Couldn't sleep. Kept coughing, tried to sleep , but cannot, havin slight fever. The weather is coolin to sleep. But i can't sleep ler.

havin bad cough. When i wake up later, muz go see doc. Now dun have running nose, but have cough. Lucky tt i did not have sore throat. Still havin cold. Gosh. Fancy bein sick durin chinese new yr. Sian. This yr, new yr, we did not visit any relatives at my dad side. Cuz most of them are not on good terms , and they dun wan to give ang bao . Stingy.

really can't sleep. And i left chiaki in office. So he is not beside me now. Sian. Miss him. . . . I want take photos of him. Ha ha. I feel like buyin a camera , so i can take pix of him. And also can take my own pix. But i dunno wad model to buy. And my home computer is spoilt. So, can't upload pix from my hp to com . And usin a camera is better. Cuz the resolution is better , can load pix to any computer. Tt means i can go lan shop to use com.

really can't sleep .

kept thinkin bout lots of things. Cosplay plans, maybe takin course, band stuffs, dolfie clothes to make, organising photo shoots, maybe pay cosplayers money whoever join my photo shoot and future cosplay group. Etc etc.
den i realise tt, i dun have to quit my band and cosplay juz bcuz of my family. It is so ridiculous to quit juz bcuz of them. And is not worth it. I cannot imagine my life without cosplay ler. Without goin to sgcafe to spam. Without havin a dream. I want to jam with my band. Also plannin, travel to taiwan and japan, to get some contacts and know friends there. Get my band members to perform overseas, come up with own original songs, release singles and albums. Ha ha ha. Think too much ler.

cannot sleep ar. . . Insomnia .
1 sheep
2 sheeps
3 sheeps
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121 sheeps
122 sheeps
123 sheeps
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sing lullaby . . .
close ur eyes
go to sleep
all the birds come out and sing
la la la la la la la la la la

Happy new year !

Today is sun ler !
new year is quite k for me tis yr.
on the new year eve, went to uncle house who is my mom's eldest bro. Well, he is rich . Every yr, we go his house for steam boat. There is no steam boat tis year. But at least there were nice food .
on first day of new year, went to my grand mom house . She is my mom's mom. Collected ang bao , ate lots of food, played poker card, only won 8 dollars for whole day. Damn ! Went to watch movie with cousin, sis , bro , sis's good friend, cousin's friend. Went to watch the "chang jiang 7". The movie is funny and lame. The alien dog is cute and funny lor . Ha ha.

on 2nd day, stayed at home to do house work. On 3rd day, (saturday), went to 3 ppl house with the spla friend. Went to shane house, who lived in a bungalow. He had lots of comic collection, gundam models on display in his room. Wah seh ! Den the guys played "devil may cry 4" on ps 3. The game is fun . And there is lots of weapons ! Woah. I feel like doin devil may cry cosplay. And they were playin on a 40 inch plasma tv ! The resolution is good and veri clear. Had pizza for lunch. And they played the number terminator game durin lunch. The loser will have to eat the pizza which is added with lots of tabasco sauce and chilli. Ha ha. I did not tiok at all. Heng ar . . Ha ha.

den went to kenneth house at 4 plus who live nearer to ang mo kio mrt. He had his figurines, gundam models, anime magazines, posters, anime side products on display. They are displayed in a big cupboard. Posters are pasted on the wall. Wah seh ! He had lots of shana figurines and posters and magazines. Ah. I like shana too ! Every month , he will spend 200 plus on his collections. I sat on the floor, flipping through his magazines. Megami , newtype, His, and some other anime and otaku magazines. The guys were chattin and lookin at his collections.

den, at 6 plus. We went to shaun house who also live at ang mo kio , but he live at the bungalow. Went there to have buffet for dinner. There is this swinging chair thing in his open air kitchen. Xavier and me kept sittin on it and play with it. The other fellows keep pushing the chair , to swing it. Lol. Den, they suggested to play poker card in the living room. At the same time, there were nobody at the mahjong table. So we changed to play mahjong. Siti wanted to learn to play the game . So we taught her the basics. As we are all noobs, so we played it the simple way. Didn't play money. I won 4 times . For 2 times, i won by zi muo which means self touch. It means tt i took the last tile myself and won. Shiok ar!

den every one left together. And no other ppl want to join the 3 of us. So , everyone left together . Sian. At first , i wanted to leave at 8 pm, den go kinokuniya at liang court , to buy comics and magazines. But stayed for the mahjong game instead. Ha ha. Too bad nic never come. Cuz he can play mahjong quite well. Too bad tt a lot of ppl did not join us. Like dave, jeno, davis, aries, nic, chun kah etc. Sian.

den went home. Now watchin anime on channel u. Bro and sis not back yet. Though it's boring . But good too. Lol. Cuz is not so noisy. I want go kino to buy comics and mags leh. Sian.

and damn it. My home computer is officially dead. When i on it, there is this beepin sound . Wah liao. Spoil again! No com to use. Have to use my hp to blog.

nite lor . Zzzz

chiaki dolfie

6 February 2008

9.58 am

The work load for today is very little, however I have some trades that I have to wait. Wait for the nominees dept to open code, wait for broker to send confirmation, wait for ipt to key in trade.. argh.. why is everyone so slow?

Damn.

This morning, when I wake up, my cold got worse. I am really worried that I may get sore throat. Cuz I am the vocalist, so I must take good care of my throat. Guess what?
“Fei Chang Superband” is back! Yes! It is the competition for bands. I have been waiting for it since 2 years ago. Finally! Now, I have a band. I really hope that we can join. But, I dunno whether my members want to join or not. Also have to ask my leader. But, I think most probably they dun want to join. Bcuz we are still new. We only formed for 2 months, jammed together twice. So we dun have any experience. So, it looks like we will have to wait for another 2 years for the next competition. But I have been waiting for it for so long. T_________________________________________________________T

yesterday I finally got my dolfie! Cuz I received my bonus already! It’s 6000! Wah! It is out of my expectation. At least I can pay for bills, and give mom some money. I decide to name it Chiaki. Cuz tiara really sounds girlish nya. So, I name it chiaki. Cuz I like chiaki from the nodame cantabile Japanese drama. Haha.

den, went to Black Alice and bought a pair of boots for him. But he dun haf any clothes, so I had to use scarf to wrap him up.

Goin to sew some clothes for him. Soo happy. But I have to be careful, cannot let my family see him. Otherwise, they will take him away from me.

Today can off work at 3 pm, due to Chinese new year. Yeah yeah. Can’t wait.

6.06 pm

4 February 2008, Monday

6.06 pm

haf finished most of my work already.
Today I am feeling veri sleepy most of the time. I don’t know why I am feeling so weak today.
This morning, it was raining heavily at my place. The weather is so good to sleep in, and I slept till .7.50 am. Lucky, I was not late for work.

The moment I stepped into the office, I slumped into my chair, and dozed for a while. For most of the time, I lied on the table dozing off for few min. I don’t know why I am so sleepy today.

Yesterday, the jamming was cancelled due to 2 members feeling sick. Sian.

Went to alice shop and slacked for the whole afternoon, then I went to meet domoku for the discussion of the bishie photoshoot. Yeah! I can’t wait for the photoshoot.

Met her at jurong point, then we sat down at kfc, and chatted for almost 2 hours. Haha. den, we walked around, and had dinner. She is quite nice, friendly. Though she appears to be quiet, but actually once u talked to her, she is quite friendly. A veri mature gal too. And she looks cute when she smiles! Haha. now I really can’t wait for the photoshoot. We discussed bout the storyline, clothes to wear, poses to take etc. I am glad to know her and to be her partner. I hope that I can make it on that day. Cuz I dun want to stay at home. So sian.

Been a long time since I went for photoshoot.

Life is sooo boring. …