love story

Yesterday, my company have a promotion for the customers who shop online. They can write love story and submit to win exquisite jewelleries. My colleague in the merchandising dept tell me to join and write story, as they want more ppl to participate. So i wrote the following story.
It was written based on a dream I had years ago. The dream is still etched deep in my memory even till now. Just that I edited and add in some additional points, but the part being stabbed and meeting the guy in the white room is real..

Here is the story :


As the soothing instrumental music plays in the room, Crystal slowly fall into a deep sleep.

She dreamt that she is in a land filled with lots of trees, no buildings, no people.

Just when crystal is feeling puzzled and scared, a black Jaguar car drove by and stopped in front of her. Two men clad in black suits alighted the car and walked towards Crystal. She wanted to ask them where is the place and who they are. however, the two men smiled to her and each of them walked to her side. The men standing on her right side took out a knife and plunged it deep into her stomach. She had no time to react, to avoid the knife. The pain came too sudden and she fainted due to the excrutiating pain.

When she woke up, she found herself, still in the dream.
She was lying on a pure silk white bed. There are white curtain sheets hanging down from the ceiling. The whole place is made up of white ceilings, white bed.
She stood up from the bed, and walked around, trying desperately to find a way out and finding the place that she is in.

She came across this bed, with a man sitting back facing towards her.
He was clad in white, with black hair.
His back looks very familiar to her.
As she walk nearer to him, he turn towards her.

His face is ........


How could she ever forget his face?
The love that he once gave her was so deep and sweet.
She hugged him and he put his hands over her stomach area which was hurt just now.
Instantly, her wounds is healed.

The man sitting next to her is the beloved man whom have left her months ago due to a tragic car accident.

She thought that she have lost him forever.

But now, they have reconciled in the dream that she is now in...

However, the price to pay for staying with the beloved is to...

sleep for eternity.



Back in her room where her body sleeps, the music continues to play


"I always see you in my dream
Being bound to freedom
Let me flap my transparent wings
I'll meet you by chance in an endless world
Even if I know it's only for awhile

I always see you in my dream
In a maze, like always
Let me flap my transparent wings
Sad eyes searching for you
I float in my dream

I always see you in my dream
I'm falling upside down
And even if I awake from this fleeting sleep
Like those days
If I could be by your side...... "


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(song copyrighted (C) under Pearl Wong)

performance

went for performance for the last 2 weekends.

on 30 may, it was at punggol, for a car show cum carnival. anyway, it is far and the weather is so hot! there was little people, however it was fun.
though there were little audience, but it was fun hanging out with some other sgcafe friends. as there were no other performers, so i was the first one to go on stage. i literally became the host. greeted everyone afternoon, introduced to them bout the cosplayers, den i sang 2 songs, colours (opening theme song for the anime 'code geass : rebellion of lelouch') and drivers high (by L`arc~En~Ciel, opening song for the anime great teacher onizuka 'GTO')

got to know some new friends, a pretty race queen champion for year 2008, the organisers at the event. germaine brought her dollfies to the event . a lot of ppl were amazed by the dollfies and kept taking pix of the dolls. both germaine and I was scared, cuz the photographers uses flash on the dollfies! omg! camera flashes have concentrated amount of a substance (forget name of substance) and tis will affect the dollfies resin, thus increasing the speed of dollfies resin to turn yellow. so, i instantly told the photographers to stop. den one by one, they switch off the flash and told me that they will take without the flash, and seems to be quite scared of me. cuz i was literally scolding them at first..oops. i didn't mean it... i am just too agitated by their actions.

den last min, liqing and one more gal performed 2 songs. and i join in their caramel dansen dance..lol. i dun really know how to dance. i just followed their steps only. den they danced the hare hare yukai dance, but i didn't join, cuz i dunno the dance at all.
think i gonna learn it, for the fun of it.

lol..

den on 6june, that was last sat. i went to the vgl event on sun, after church session. just in time, to watch the cosplay competition.
i performed on sat, 6 june, which was the performance day.
saw helven and some other bands..woah. i was nervous and excited. cuz the event has more crowd. it is held at central. my slot was pushed to 7.30 pm instead.

the moment i went on stage, a lot of ppl cheered. while performing, i saw some photographers taking my pix . i was quite happy la... lol.
i flung the second song, drink it down by L`arc~En~Ciel, cuz i forgot lots of the lyrics. so i kept repeating the first few verses...anyway i think i covered it up quite well..lol
cuz after performing, some of them told me that i performed quite well, looks like professional. i was like, sure boh...dun say that to comfort me..lol
i sang 'colours' again, and did nexus 4 by L`arc~En~Ciel. these 2 songs, i sang it with no problem and i like the songs! woahhh. the 2 pretty female hosts enjoyed it too..cuz i was like dancing around, trying to get ppl to wave hand together..lol

anyway. it is sure fun. and knew more friends again.
weekend was fun...haha

suddenly, somehow i felt that my purpose in life is to perform, cosplay, sing, bring joy to people through singing and dancing..lol.
hmmm..at least it will make me feel more positive bout life...lol

can't wait for more performance slots...hahahahhaa

wheeeeeee

1006

been ages since i last blogged.

blogged few times offline, saved it in a copy.
being bo liao ah


10 May, sun
3.26 am

I just watched episode 42 of hitman reborn anime.
Just now bout 8 pm plus, while watching tv, stepmom asked me to go church on sun. I was fine wif it. But when she asked me to go to the bible study on Saturday, i was kind of pissed off. That means that, I haf to go for bible study on sat, and go for church service on sun, every week. Tis pisses me off. Cuz sat is reserved for my cosplay events, cosplay photoshoots, band jamming sessions or going out with friends. I didn’t want to go church at first. Den stepmom tried to convince me in going. So i literally forced myself to join her, to make her happy. And now she wants me to go for the bible study sessions, ppl of my age group, and she actually wants me to find a boyfriend, a reliable man and get married. She finds that man who are in the Christian religion takes more care of the family. Hahhaa.... now she approves me to get a bf. But sometimes i am too tired to find a bf, i dun haf the initiative to look for one. But at times, i really really wanted to have a boyfriend by my side to comfort me, esp when i feel down , and insecure. Though i always put on a happy face in front of my friends, but actually there are times that i feel very emotional and sad.
There is this guy who tried to come near me recently. But i am pushing him away. Because i don’t know him well. And i only treat him as a friend. There is no sparks of feeling. I can’t force myself to like him. Another reason is bcuz there is someone still in my heart.
Hmmm... inspiration for a new song ..lol.
Title : distance
Used to be so close
But now our distance has been pulled apart
By unknown reasons and circumstances
Under the blue sky
On the wheels of love
We sang our love song together
Our Feelings bonded so strongly
How could I forget?
(Chorus)
Is it wrong to love you?
Doubting myself every now and then
Feelings so unsecured
As promises were never given to me
Is it wrong to know you?
If I can turn back the time
I would still want to meet you
This is a song from me to you

The words you said to her
Etches deep into my heart and pulled us apart
I just can’t forget and ignore every words
Under the black sky
With the words of love
You sang the love song to her only
Both of your feelings bonded so strongly
How could I forget?
(Chorus)
Is it wrong to love you?
Doubting myself every now and then
Feelings so unsecured
As promises were never given to me
Is it wrong to know you?
If I can turn back the time
I would still want to meet you
This is a song from me to you
(song copyrighted (C) under Pearl Wong)
Lolol.... another song dedicated to some friends.. esp long lost friends. A friend whom i called, but she is busy, wif her bf. We had lost contact .............

Title : Glass Tears

What happened to the times that we used to had ?
Everything seems that it just happened yesterday
Laughing together when the times are great
Worrying together when the times are bad
Feels that our friendship is so fragile
It breaks easily under your touch
You are so far away
Even though you are now standing in front of me
(chorus)
Convinced myself that friends come and go
Feels that no matter how hard I try
It is of no use
How could one easily forget the times we had?
How could one easily say things that hurt people?
Words that cut like knife
Hurts everyone around you
I know that it is not the real you
If you were to stretch out your arms
I will be here to take it and guide you through the dark path


(song copyrighted (C) under Pearl Wong)

Wooh.......... my inspiration is now flowing like water...yap ... in the middle of the night. lol
It is now 4.19 am. Tis is the last song for the day.
Dedicated to my real mom, who abandoned me 20 years ago. It is now mother’s day. Though i will be celebrating wif my stepmom, but i will never forget my real mom. How i wish i could see her in real person..and give her a tight slap. Lol...
Title : Embryo
Toys scattered on the floor
The little baby crying, famished
Woman on the bed slept whole night
Father said,
“It’s time to feed the child”

The couple sitted at the table
The little toddler climbed through the door, smiling
Wanted to hug the mother
Mother said,
“It’s time for me to leave”

The pretty woman walked down the corridor
The little toddler followed her, wailing her name
The woman stopped and turns back
She said,
“Call me sister.”

(Chorus)
How could one turn back against one another so easily?
Temptations in the world is so strong
Tempts one walk down the path of darkness
Forever and they are gone
Vanish Into the air
Without a trace

(song copyrighted (C) under Pearl Wong)
4.38 am liao....lol. gtg sleep liao...oyasumi nasai ~~~~


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ah whatever la.. i am now used to church session on sun. mentally prepared that i will miss out lots of cosplay events tis year.. sigh.

i want to go for photoshoot again!!
ahrgh... life is so boring without cosplay and band..